This post is as hard for me to write as it will be for you to read. Opinions from others about MKUltra...

This post is as hard for me to write as it will be for you to read.  Opinions from others about MKUltra, pigeon hole me because they are not based in fact, research nor personal experience.  There is a huge difference between "mind control" and "super soldiers."
I have implants and technology in me that people are just finding out exist.  I understand and have met some of my alters and their capabilities while others think "it's just in my head."  AND NO, I AM NOT STILL BEING CONTROLLED, that's a whole other conversation how I stopped that in YESHUA'S Name.
If you do not study from the likes of Russ Dizdar and Carolyn Hamlet than my suggestion is that you start watching their videos.  You are not helping someone like me with your comments.  You are only making it worse because you are throwing false doctrines at me!
What hurts me is when you contradict the Holy Bible and Ministries I attend...such as saying weed is not a sin and lead others into it!
What hurts me is when you give an opinion about things such as MKUltra and mind control but you have never worked directly in the field, nor have you ever directly helped someone like me.  YEAH I AM DEFENSIVE BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN MISLEAD WAY TOO MUCH IN MY LIFE!!!!
The media mind controls you people!!!!!  The media determines your opinions and it makes you fall away from YESHUA!  I know so no use in debating me.  Not to mention I have 24 hours a day for 13 months studying and coming to terms, while others only have "opinions."
MKUltra is the heading title of all the projects beneath it that the Illuminati Families use in the underground military bases, such as Project IBIS in Canada where I was, Project Camelot, Project Looking Glass, etc. etc.  
This is my walk with YAHWEH.  You may read it, you cannot change it and your opinions are not welcome!  You are reading the diary of an EX Super Soldier who has woken up, gotten right with YESHUA and who allows you to watch my recovery!  
My advice is to study Russ Dizdar and Carolyn Hamlet WHILE YOU RUN TO GO GET SAVED AND BAPTIZED TO JESUS CHRIST AND START LIVING THE WAY THE BIBLE INSTRUCTS YOU TOO!  
When I need support I go to certain  brothers and sisters, such as Kevin Bos.  He has helped me so much I would not know where to begin to thank him.  He has guided me to help while others throw down their two cents without any experience and knowledge!  
Straight up....you are allowed to watch but stop with the ignorance because I CAN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE!!!!!  
IN YESHUA'S NAME AMEN!  <3 <3 <3 <3